Monday, March 31, 2014

Is there "poetry" in sickness?

I composed the following poem the summer I was diagnosed with cancer.

Mortality
(Queens Hospital Center, New York, June  2013)

Mortality I’ve always ignored for
Being Alive is my constant thrilling
daily companion, so why
bother at all with that old killjoy, that trifling
one sulking like a boor in his dark corner?

But Mortality never gives up, never
stops sending feelers of connection –
murmurs of the heart on your daily morning
showers, or walks, or out on the street jogging

across  from where you live,
to keep your faithful appointment with
taichi and zen, unknown to you, Mortality
crosses the busy road with you as a big yellow cab
whizzes by and almost kisses you a big rending
heart-breaking goodbye.

O Mortality, today, June 10, 2013, finally
you ambush me. You look
so spiffy in your scrubs, surgical
mask, gloves and all that
crap at ER. Yet you look suspicious
to me; pretending to be a necklace,
that stethoscope you wear
is in fact a snake, as you offer

me a firm welcoming handshake and a smile
that insinuates itself under your antiseptic mask,
as you introduce yourself, giving, dropping, in fact,
that pretentious Greek-sounding, almost romantic name,
“Myeloma,” on this rainy New York Monday evening.

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